my drama!

I was playing a game on a one particular site this game is just like playing scrabble but instead of waiting for each other's turn u actually have to play at the same time. It's like whoever is faster that can make a word is the winner!(well duh!) so while on break, we said our goodlucks and hellos and suddenly we just started having conversation like where u from..blah..blah...and I of course reply and asked like normal people would ask when u met someone..so then we know we are both women ,married and have kids, so then she started telling me she have 3 kids 1 boy and 2 girls which are twins. and I said oh that's cool and I told her about what I thought when I was pregnant with my daughter, I thought that I was having twins coz everytime I break an egg, I always get 2 yolks!sometimes 3! (how weird is that!) ... ..on and on we talk about what's our favorite sport, hobbies and blah blah...we laughed and we argued ....and we laughed again... so then it's time for me to get off the computer and we said our goodbyes and compliment each other on how we played the game and thats' about it..... later that night I thought , how I felt weird talking to strangers about something's going on with me.... but then again when I was chatting ,. it didn't feel so weird at all ..... it was actually fun! so is this why some people thought of scams and sending Phishing mails bec. people are just so easy to give in???? So what the heck we know about privacy policy that we always signed and read of whenever we purchase something or signing w/ a company or something! we just actually gave in our identities.. yeah sure we actually didn't mention our names and such in that particular conversation I had but I bet I did to someone else I play w/ before! this stuff didn't really bother me duh..... if it does I wouldn't be talking' to anybody. but just a thought on how we can actually open our lives to someone we just met online... how much more in person?????? do we feel the same? I don't think so,... sometimes we actually look on a person's appearance and say I wouldn't trust that guy...well what do we know???? he /she might be the one we were talking online a night ago?? except of course if you are from a different country and you actually met someone who is from your native land and then.. what do you know..... first day of talking everything spills out! about each other's past, school history and new Gossips!!! duh.. I would know everything about this since I am doing the same thing! but then again somtimes we worried about identity thief while we actually shared our identity to some strangers????? then again.. why would I be writing this stuff while I shared everything what I felt and what my thoughts are and who I am in this blog of mine when there's how many people can actually see and read??? huh...... this kind of nonsense talk isn't it???? then again... this is just a thought........or ...something to read at in my blog....hmmmmnnnn

Yesterday was my husband's 28th b-day. I got up pretty early & started thinking that I should start gathering all the stuff that I needed for my project! " My husband's b-day gift" I have help from my kids who are ...of course a part of my "project" so I started with my son's handprint then my daughter's then mine. My son suggested "Mommy you should put some letters on it" so I wrote "we love our daddy" and we just start putting paint all over the shirt.{ white shirts always comes handy!!!!} and i hang it outside to let it dry for a while.and then I thought" crap this is too cheap!!!! so i made an e-card {as if this make it any better!!!} thru my webcam shop.. :o........ I am wondering am I getting too cheap or what???? the last time I bought him a gift {w/my own money} was when we were still dating back in Cali! eversince then, I started "making my gift" to him..... a collage picture, and that time I won a bicycle in the internet I told him... this is my b-day gift to you....LOL so technically I had a bicycle, a shirt & an e-card for his b-day this yr..then.. (ugh so i guess I'm not that cheap then????? or am I???} & probably I could save some more for my anniversary gift for him this June since I gave him the wine opener which I got from the internet..(free again) already! LOL so tell me am I too cheap & too stingy???? or it is just a part of being old and married??? probably that combination makes the reason!!!!!! or maybe I am too creative to buy something??? or too creative to be cheap???? LOL whatever the reason is all I can think is that "THOUGHTFULNESS" is all that counts..... bite me if you think I am just searching for an excuse of being soooo stingy!!!!!!!

I have a tulip in my vase which i took from my garden, my husband accidentally mowed over the plant and i just decided to dig the whole thing up since we are planning to do landscaping anyway.
so since saturday my tulip was healthy and beautiful then today my son noticed that there are petals on the floor. he said Mom why did it fell?I was about to be all poetic and dramatic but I just said to myself better not! i don't want him to be all so depress by the time he reached 20!!! .......
my son picked the fallen petals and tried to "fix" it and he said "now it's all fixed and pretty again.... can't help noticing how the people takes time to fix something that we wanted so bad eventhough it's something that cannot be mend. .......

i can say that it is just how I say about life is full of beauty and it's wonderful .....time goes fast everything's nice and then here comes fall and eventhough you wanted to stay you just have to let go and say my time has come for me to say I got to go......