my drama!

I can't believe that I have been married for 5 years:) I am very blessed to have my husband who loves me very much:) he deals with all my crap,my unexplainable mood changing ability and most of all he loves me when I was at my best and when I am at my worst:) he loves me a lot that he even gain extra pounds with me hahaha!!! I guess I ruined his marine body lol:) well, hello......I gain a lot of extra pounds too when we started getting comfortable with the married life :) but I am happy with my married life, we have our arguments but we never have those bad fights.. when we get aggravated with each other we tend to cool it off and settle it before the day is over. Even when I started the argument ( most of the time!!) he ask for apology:) And when I am so irritated by him he still make his way to cool me down and I think I am the same way to him..He even told me one time that even though sometimes I get on his nerve by nagging at him for no apparent reason well, in my defensed...I don't nag without a reason it might not be a big freaking reason but I always got reason!! yet he can't get mad at me or maybe the word he's trying to say is he don't know how to hate me:) probably coz he loves me!!!
Anyway, Yesterday was my State Written & Skill Exam maybe as much as I was yapping about this stuff then, this is not new to u:) but I was so nervous I cleaned my house & I finished the game Chocolatier and win it big time! lol anyway, let me explain, I kept draining the last nerve of my little brain by studying too hard I get paranoid, tense & a bit moody... I play games to make me relax! so I found this game on Yahoo called Chocolatier, it's actually one of those tycoon game:) Anyway, I made my way up from novice to MASTER CHOCOLATIER heheheh I had so much fun although the free trial only last for an hour but you get 5 mins. each time you open it and the good part is, it automatically save your progress:) you should see me trying to play for 5 mins. and suddenly it stops and I have to start it back again eheheh anyway it took me hours but I beat the game baby! then back to studying again!!!!

I went to bed almost 4 in the morning & Elena woke me up telling me she wanted some food to eat!!! so, I gave her some left over chicken and while she was eating in my bed! I read my skill packet again! anyway I fell asleep reading it ! Then at 10:30 in the morning Ethan woke me up telling me that he was hungry! so I had to get my lazy butt off to get him something to eat then guess what I did??? reading my packet again! and I cleaned the house, watched some skill video online! Finally @ 4:30 I took a shower, hubby came home and I got ready for school. I told my hubby "Happy anniversary sweetheart, sorry I didn't bought you anything"!! what a sweet wife huh? well, I didn't get to feel any excitement about my anniversary because I was so worried about not passing my exams!lol anyway I went to school, took my test for an hour. The strict tester told me I passed:) I did have a grin but not enough to make me happy!!!I wasn't worry about the Written test I was worried about not passing my skill.... For some reason I got very cold well, I wasn't alone.. I had 5 other classmates with me waiting for the tester to call our names..( since we had out appointment time )we all felt the chill of nervousness!!! Anyway, some of them went outside and smoke their lungs off to death! and finally 2 of them got called and man... I had to wait for an hour ... I stopped studying and stared praying lol! praying that I can do my skill with the nicer tester hehehhe Anyway,I saw one of my classmate left earlier than the given time length coz she failed.. once you fail one important step they will stop you with your skill and ask you to leave and tell you to retake the test some other time w/ extra fee ! then, that gave us another reason to worry!! so I was about to go next but my other classmate went first which.. by the way I have to thank her for that:) she went to the same strict tester we had on our written test hehehehe I have no idea what happened to her after that since my other classmate was done with her skill telling me I'm going to be fine with the big grin on her face! it means she passed:) I got the nicer tester yehey!!!!! so I was inside feeling more nervous and she asked me to pick one packet... so I touch one packet and since I am a weird person I listened to my instinct to pick the one beside the packet that has my hands on.:) so I followed my instinct hoping that I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do (get it??) guess what I got?? I had to do PARTIAL BATH, ASSIST BEDPAN TO INDEPENDENT PATIENT, AMBULATE W/WALKER, HEIGHT & WEIGHT AND THE DREADFUL BLOOD PRESSURE! I panicked when I saw the last page BLOOD PRESSURE! right then ... all the information was erased totally! she told me she will give me 5 minutes to review my packet, asked whatever question I have in mind.. and guess what I asked first?? I asked her "IF I FAIL, WHERE & WHEN CAN I RETAKE THE TEST & HOW MUCH DOES IT COST?" She just smiled at me & said, "why would you think that you will fail you haven't even started yet?" hey, I just wanted to be ready , I told you I'm pessimist & sometimes I don't really trust myself! which is bad! bad! bad! anyway, so 5 minute's up, she asked me to go with her in the bathroom & show her how to wash my hands properly so I did... we went back to the room & she told me to start doing the partial bath! I'm telling you i was about to do the complete bed bath and she stopped me hahahaha! reminded me that i only have to do face, arm & peri-care.hell! I didn't even get to do peri-care actually, i just have to state since it's a totally different skill & I didn't have it in my packet!..I panicked again.. lol to tell u the truth I started washing the mannequin then I noticed she still has her clothes on hahahhahah so I immediately, told her that after I put her bath blanket on i should have taken the gown off hahhaha so I was saved!! actually they said, if you forget the step but immediately notify them what you did wrong then they will consider it but if you waited til you say your done with that particular skill and you didn't tell them your mistake then you get points ! the more points you get the more they wanna kick you out! so anyway, I did every skill I have of course forgetting here & there but pointed out to them what I forget heehe and then I was done! she asked me to sit down with her .. I was thinking crap she wants me to sit coz she don't want me falling when I get the bad news and might get a heart attack hahhaah. she just asked me what I missed an dhow many points heheh I only missed little points and she asked me to print my name and sign each papers then she told me I'm done and she said the sweet, sweet word probably the best CONGRATULATIONS I have ever heard !! hahaha! I said "REALLY?' in my dorky gesture with a big grin on my face!! heheh I was so happy I hugged her1 hahahahha and... I am not a big hugger unless I really love the person I am hugging like my hubby and kids! hahha but I love her that instant hehehhe she was so considerate, understanding and so nice:) i can say all the nice stuff about her hehehheheh ..well, probably I will be singing a different tune if she failed me hahhaha but hey.. I passed:) oh my god I cried! coz I really wanted it so bad you know so I can move into the next step and besides a lot of people are believing in me to pass it even though I wasn't one of them! I went straight ahead to St. Joseph's Church.. it's been a long time since I went to church but I went in there whole heartedly :) seriously probably all those old friends of mine who will be reading this will laugh their asses off coz I sound corny to them coz I'm not really a religious person in the world... but I did went and I thanked god for everything:) I passed all 3 of my exams, I just have my 5th yr. wedding anniversary, I have beautiful and healthy kids and a loving husband and I am healthy myself so what else can I asked for?? Money??? but I can always work my butt off to get that right? seriously I have been blessed and sometimes I was just too blind to count the good blessing I received and I just thought I am due to thank God for everything:) I went home & my hubby & kids opened the door for me:) I told them about teh good news and they too were happy for me:) so my hubby asked me to changed clothes and when I went upstairs I found very beautiful gifts:) I have 2 different kind of flowers and 1 glass heart that has writing engraved!.. wanna know what it was?? My name was engraved with my hubby's letter for me, his name and the current date:) he ordered it online and told them what to write in the glass heart:) it was very wonderful:) and then he took me to a Greek restaurant down by the street call PARTHENON. we both love Greek salad! When we're dating we always go to PAT & OSCAR'S in San Diego and order Greek salad! I had Crab Stuffed Salmon, greek salad & rice pilaf, Rocky got Lamb Souvlaki w/ greek salad & rice pilaf, Shaun & Elena ordered Spaghetti & Ethan ordered Steak Greco Wrap. Prior to that, we ordered an appetizer called Skorthalia, which is made up of Fresh garlic blended with potatoes, olive oil and seasonings. Served with pita bread. The food was absolutely delectable!The place was wonderful too nice ambiance and nice hostess..One of my favorite restaurant now!!!:) anyway, I have to go and get some sleep but here's some pix for you all:0 and I will be visiting your sites when I get up :) Darlene Thank you for the greeting you made for me @ BISDAK PLANET
Thank's for everybody who greeted & I will be visiting your sites tomorrows mwah... here's some pix!!!

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