my drama!

Just a thought of sharing this one to you.. Actually I liked this one a lot!!!! Senti for a moment....

A Soldier's Prayer
The following verse was written on the
back of a cigarette box by an American
soldier killed on the field of battle
in World War II, and found by a
stretcher-bearer. They are as follows:

“Look God I have never spoken to you,
But now I want to say “How do you do?”
You see God, they told me You didn’t
exist,
And like a fool, I believed all this.
Last night from a shell-hole I saw
Your sky,
I figured right then they told me a
lie.
Had I taken the time to see things You
made,
I’d have known they weren’t calling a
spade a spade.
I wonder God if You’d shake my hand.
Somehow I feel You would understand.
Funny I had to come to this hellish
place,
Before I had time to see Your face.
Well I guess there isn’t very much
more to say,
But I’m glad, God I met You today.
I guess the ‘Zero Hour’ will soon be
here.
But I’m not afraid since I know You
are near.
The signal: Well, God, I’ll have to
go;
I like You a lots; and I want You to
know.
Look, now, this will be a horrible
fight;
Who knows? I may come to your home
tonight;
Though I wasn’t friendly to You
before,
I wonder, God if You’ll wait at Your
door.
I wish I had known You all these
years.
Well, I have to go now, God; Goodbye;
Strange—since I met You,
I’m not afraid to die ....

I am so overdue posting these pictures!! anyway here's some from Shaun's b-day, Children's Museum and Hailey's B-day enjoy and I will be visiting your sites peeps mwah!
I still have no idea what to do on Elena's birthday. It is hard to plan a party since it's on winter and probably people don't want to go anywhere! Last year, I cooked some foods and have some people over. it was actually unplanned that same day i decided to invite people over so they did on short notice. I have a hard time planning parties for Ethan and Elena's b-day . Next year we are planning to throw Shaun a b-day party probably @ the park and he gets to invite his friends and classmates. Anyway gotta go mwah

hello folks! I just finished moving the trash to the curb for tomorrows pick-up. I put my kids to sleep as well as my hubby, now I am waiting for the clothes to dry. I bought a book today, The book is called"Last Witness"by Jillian Hoffman.It is actually a suspense crime thriller drama.It's a 91 chapter book and I am on chapter 12.So far,I am glued to it! normally when i go poop i always bring a game boy or something to play with I get bored shooting hoops in the bathroom u know!oh and sometimes I call people up but now I got this book I just read it while pooping lol. So far I can tell you is that a cop name Victor Chavez was found dead on his police car, throat sliced, tongueless and check sliced. The main character is Miami Assistant State Attorney C.J Townsend and her detective boyfriend Dominick Falconetti. So far on chapter 12 they are still trying to figure out who sliced Chavez and found out about Chavez's past.thats' all I can tell you for now since I am not done reading yet!!!For some reason, i feel like reading! lol. i have been busy running around. Drop the kids off, went grocery shopping,went to lunch with hubby at his work, cleaning, cooking and reading!Now I am washing clothes while blogging ugh!! exhausting! lol well, i am glad that tomorrow is Friday!! you know when i was on my teens, I called it FLIGHT DAY! Don't ask me why, you might not like my answer lol!! Anyway, as what i said on my last post, I would be posting some pix coz i am overdue! I get tired uploading pix the loader is just too slow, but i tried the beta version of photobucket photo loader it was actually faster than the usual one! anyway, here's the pix:) i'll try to blog hop after this . take care always and enjoy the rest of your week and enjoy the weekends:) mwah
Thsi picture was taken of our party last Friday the 24th of August.i usually have party with my kids just to have fun and make them happy:)No occasion necessary.

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Well, hello my fellow bloggers! I know that I have been busy posting paid sponsors but hey, I was just thinking while I’m gaining weight yapping & sitting in front of my computer why not make money out of it? Right? And besides, I need to enhance my writing because when I will take my ACT that’s part of my test language and writing! Hehe isn’t cool I learn, make money and blog at the same time!

Anyway, I just started my refresher course today and I got tested w/ the dreadful MATH. It’s not a graded test actually but, they will use it as a guide on which part of math you have to concentrate. Obviously I need some help in Algebra! It’s been a while since I last struggle with this subject. I am glad that I didn’t have to do Language & Reading (with problem solving) coz they gave me an M is for MASTERED hehhe hey, I have to brag! They gave me the highest score for that too!J of course I’ll brag for that! They didn’t have to give me science either. They will test me for English, Language & writing and Social Studies. I am not really worried for that except for writing maybe. They will only give you 45 minutes for 10 essays! Math has been always my problem! My father is very smart in Math as well as my brother, cousins and even my husband is very good at it! But not me! I remember when I was young and my dad has to beat the hell out of me just to understand problem solving! Lol I have no idea why they think that beating can help you understand and learn MATH! Hahaha! I was talking with my fellow students and we all laughed about how hard math is! And how we regret cutting class and just being plain stupid when we were younger! I will go to my class on Tuesdays and Thursdays until I am ready to take the actual 7 ½ hours test.!! Imagine that!

Friday, I went to get my wisdom tooth out and they gave me 3 shots of Novocain hubby took a day off to drive me around. It didn’t hurt actually it’ just I cannot open my mouth wide to enough to take a bite of something but you know what?? Right after that, we went ahead and got me a carne Asada Burrito hahaha!!
I feel fine after a day I still can feel the hole though and I feel weird because this is the first time that I lost 1 tooth! Well, I lost a lot when I was a kid but that was normal. But when I got my permanent teeth I never had any problem. So it’s a weird feeling! I will have my deep cleaning sometime in September. That will be nice!

I owe you all some pictures from 4th of July, We didn’t have any visitor since we decided not to invite people, well we asked one of our friends to come but they declined and we understood that because she has not been feeling good lately. One reason we didn’t invite anybody because the friends we usually invite has moved to another state. And I was too lazy cleaning haha! But we bought over a $100 worth of fun stuff! But we had fun though! And that was Shaun’s 1st 4th of July.

I have been making coconut macaroons! My family loved it! I added different fruits and they just couldn’t get enough of itJ I found one recipe that I want to try maybe in a few weeks and I will share the pix & the recipe w/ you all. Anyway, here’s some pictures from the 4th of July have fun people mwah!

Here’s some videos too

Last Saturday,we went to our friend's town The Sweeney in Pleasant Dale,NE. A small town but is a nice place to live in!When we got there @ 10:30 Am the parade just started! Dennis, Raquel, Travis, Bailey and her whole softball team where in the truck for their parade. We went to another block to see the whole parade. and it was fun!
We got to see Bailey's cart! She is so talented! She can dance , she's very smart in her studies, she can play piano, play sports, she's nice ,well mannered and beautiful. No wonder Elena likes to be around Bailey coz she is a example of a good role model for the girls younger than her:) Anyway here are the pictures of our visit.

Next Tuesday, will be the start of my Compass class. Hopefully i will finish it soon then off to start taking BIO class as a prerequisite of one of my subjects in LPN classes! Oh man , oh man this will be a pretty busy year for all of us! After that, i will take all the rest of my subjects and try to graduate and get my LPN certificate.And hopefully, I can pursue my degree but I don't want to count chickens yet my friend, It might be easy to say the words but too hard to finish it all! I cannot wait for a vacation! Rocky was talking about how many vacation days he still have left and there's 3 more weeks coming up soon in August!We were talking about going somewhere along with our friend's the Sweeneys & The Morris's. That will be wonderful if we can just talk about where & when huh??
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Yesterday was pretty bad day for me!! I went to get my son from school & I backed out and hit the pine tree!! didn't paid much attention! my taillight cover broke! as in broken!!

good thing there was no cops around that road or else there will be ticket to pay! I didn't even know about it until my son pointed it out and said "What happened to that mom?? I'm going to tell dadd!" TATTLE TALE!!! lol

anyway, I was a little bit worried but surprisingly ... I thougfht that was funny?!! isn't it stupid??? i broke my tail light cover & it will cost almost $200 to get it fix and I thought it was hilarious!!derrrr!
I called a couple of places and one palce said they just sold one and they have no more in stock! so I called the dealer place & told me that it will take 5 days for them to order it! but the guy said he have one car the same as mine and he can get the tail light cover & will give it to me.. well.. not really give coz we had to pay for it! and I said cool all I need to do now is call my hubby! lol I know that he will get mad and blab his mouth but eventually he will get over it and will pay for it anyway and he will apologize later for blabbing & yelling lol!!! so i called my hubby & I asked him if he was doing great & I told him not after I tell u this... so I did well, as usual we get this awkward silent moment and he asked what happend? and I lied I dunno! eversince I got married to him I forgot how to lie good!!! I cannot lie to him anymore!! seriously one thing he hates the most is lying which is I don't do a lot of times derrr!!! of course I cannot lie about this but not into talking it over the phone! i just gave him a heads up so he can start getting pissy while he's at work! lol anyway he said he will deal with it once he gets home! and he did he went to the place & the guy I was talking wih over the phone told him about our conversation what a tattle tale what's up with everybody telling on me!!!!!!!! WHYYYYY!!! Lol
he did fixed it and it's all fine and dandy!!! he just asked me again!! for a million time not to back out and hit bushes taht's on my way... I said okay and he said I heard that a lot of times lol and... eng eng... what did I say???? he started smiling and apologize by getting mad !!! lol I'm so lucky I have a wonderful husband who loves me!!! eriously I thanked God for him he puts up with my crap!! And I have lots of them!!! lol

Anyway, I was thinking about making my hubby a yummy dinner Fajitas you know.. this was before he fixed my car.. you know at least he will feel better once he eats his dinner YEAH RIGHT!!!!! okay fine!!! I am kissing A$$ of course!!! I had to do something I made a mistake! i had to make up for it!! lol I thawed the chicken tenderloins already but.................... eng eng..eng... i forgot to buy some flour tortillas!!!! My bad!!! so I had no choice but to defrost soeom ground beef and started cooking rice and started cooking Ginaling!! well, at least close to it.. iu cannot make such good ginaling as much as my neighbor can make it! but I'm no pro! hello! I think everybody knows that! here's the link for Giniling recipe ====>'>HERE

So I also fried some lumpia and I had left over chicken rotiserrie so I was thinking if they can make Lechon kawali so can i with my chicken ka-wa-li! huh! so I just fried some garlic & onions, threw in chicken , some green onions , soy sauce , vinegar & some seasoning wa---la!!! my own chicken lechon kawali hehehheheh what everRRR!!!! yey me! well here's the link for the Lechon Chicken Kawali=====>'>HERE

anyway so we kissed & maked up ate our dinner and watch some show on TV .. they all fell asleep so I went blog hopping last night lol! nothing much to do.. I should stop staying up late coz I was so tired this morning!!! and it's cold!!! i dropped my sons to school and me & my dita went to the store coz she wanted some smoothie I bought some strawberries but once we got home she was whinning coz she just want me to sliced it for her so she's upstairs digging for it! she asked a couple of batches for them strawberries she likes fruits & veggies whioch is very good! so hopefully her taste buds will NEVER change!!!!

anyho... gots to go I have to pick my son up god!! I can't wait for next school year! he has to stay the whole day at school hehehheh whateverrrr!!! take care & mwah people!

Hello everyone! I know I haven’t been updating for a while I guess these are one of those times you get tired looking @ the screen! Yesterday I started uploading But I had to stop since we had to do something so hopefully I will finish this today!..I’m still uploading & writing @the same time! Anyway, we got pretty busy last few weeks!I gathered toys & stuff that my kids just wasted! I donated the stuff to the local Salvation Army at least the money they can make for selling it goes to the kids who needs it.


We stayed @ the local motel for a couple of days coz we found a mold in our laundry area! So my hubby had to clean Up & fixed the place & by the way we have another problem!!! The mold was at the wall between the laundry area & our bathroom downstairs. So.. He tore off the wall of course! & another bathroom to fix!!! (when is this going to end???) Huh if it’s not one thing it’s another huh????


after clearing up the wall & taking off the cabinets,this is what my laundry area looks like now!!!





We stayed @ super 8 it was very clean & family friendly we stayed din that place once when we moved here from Tennessee. Except this time we got fatter & we have 2 extra kids with us!lol! I met a Filipina working in super 8 her name was Maria she said she’s been working there for 8 yrs.! Along with 2 other Filipina. When we stayed @ the hotel, we had to get up @ 6:30 a.m to get ready coz the boys still have to go to school u know! It’s probably a 20 minute ride from the motel to their school but I always make it like half the time lol!!! I don’t speed too much by the way! I just go to h-ways/interstates since it’s faster that way! We are back at home last Thursday! Thank god! There is definitely no place like HOME!

Ethan's school project
Oh by the way last week,. I was laying with Elena @ the living room whil;e we were watching a movie & we heard Elena’s play kitchen made some noise!!! The sink & the stove top will make some noise if you turn the knob on!!! It was sitting on the living room I was freaked out!@!!!! After that I turned the lights on & put Elena to her bedroom! So later that night, Elena cried & my hubby took her & let her sleep with us! & something woke up us again!!!!&& guess what we heard ?? The same sound I heard on Elena’s play kitchen!!! This time it was louder!!!!! OOOOOOOoHHHH seriously!!! My hubby woke up & went to the living room & checked but no one was there!!! Elena’s room was closed as always and as well as the boys room! My hubby came back & said.. What the hell her toy made some noise & no one was there!!! & there was a time too when I let Elena sit on the toilet seat, I was holding her so I was looking in front of her.. She kept smiling & waving to the wall!!! & I asked her but she just bow her head & smiled!! It’s freaky!!! & while we’re @ the motel, my hubby stayed @ home & he told me while he was clenaing downstairs, he felt a cold breeze & he said to himself loudly that was freaky. Then he looked @ the door & it was closed… he took something & when he turned around!! Guess what?? The door was open! Wahhhhh !!!!! L I don’t feel like having a haunted house!!!! I was thinking probably it’s my Mom or my friend who just passed away recently Nang Fely! Hopefully it was them & not someone else that I have never heard of! Freaky!!! Huh? Anyhow let change the subject this topic freaks me out I’m still my house u know!

Last Friday, I took Ethan & Elena to their doctor’s app. After that I went to pick Shaun up from school & by 6:30 p.m we went to Pershing Center here in Lincoln . We watched the Sesame Street Live show! We were @ the bottom section (supposed to be better seats )& they told us it’s elevated seats but they lied!!!!lol Short people like us cannot see when there’s giant people in front of us! So we asked the staff if we can move to the right upper section & I’m telling you it’s so much better! The seats were elevated & it’s not crowded! The kids had so much fun! Especially Elena! She danced & she sang! She yelled too lol. Shaun was just sitting like a blob! but he lightened up after the intermission! Ethan was happy seeing the show although he wasn’t as loud as Elena was! @ the intermission I saw Will,Lesa & Hailey, We knew they were coming but didn’t know where they’re sitting. But not too far from usJ Hailey was having fun too! She like to dance & sing like Elena! every time Elena sees Hailey she’s always up in her face & say :Hi Hailey” lol! It’s cute!

@ the Pershing Center

the following pix & videos taken during the Sesame Street Live Show!


























Lalalalalala elmos world lol!

Bert dancing like John Travolta

The Grand Finale

this is dark but this is Elena liking the show!

The weather was crappy!!! Too cold it was like 9 degrees! & it snowed that afternoon too after I picked up Shaun it stopped after it sets on the ground.. It snowed again sometime last night! Coz there’s probably an inch of snow outside.. Golly it’s going to have lots of snow here in a couple of days!!! I hate snow!!! Last friday night I talked to Lesa & she told me that probably the next place where Duncan’s branch will be in Albuquerque, New Mexico. I do hate the weather here in Nebraska but I don’t know if I like to move to New Mexico! We stopped in there one time with my husband when we were moving from California to Tennessee. I don’t think I like to live in deserts! Especially when I saw that movie “The Hills have Eyes” that was in that desert areas you know like New Mexico, Arizona & Nevada deserts!!!! Lol! Freaky!!!! Anyway, I think I’d better be going! I have to thaw the pork steak for tonights supper last saturday we had Cornbread Muffins, crackers & Chili!!! yesterday was snowing pretty bad! we got out anyway to buy us an air purifier @ home Depot

& we went to get some movies & some mexican foods for our lunch bec. we didn't want to get back outside!I made lots of chocolate cupcake last night probably 30 cupcakes!!!! I made it from scratch too lol!!! using hershey's cocoa!I thought it would be a mess but it turned out pretty good the kids loved it!! Sorry for the long post!!! Take care everyone! Mwah!

Hello How was Christmas??? as for me it was okay I guess!! Don't get me wrong Santa has been very good & I got what I wanted & what the kids wanted this year but... seems like this Christmas has no "Christmas Spirit" as what they say! No Christmas Lights in Mahoney Park this year.. usually the Boy Scouts always have this Christmas Lights Events every year... but not this year!!! We all been sick for these past few weeks!! have thsi Stomach Virus been going on all over town I guess & my Mother in law told me that they have those too in Tennessee! Today i woke up with a big fat headache! & I didn't have any appetite! I got sick a while ago coz of my headache( NOT PREGGY PEOPLE!@!! I have to let u know about this.. I cannot get pregnant anymore!!! no more babies for me! I'm done & I don't want to have one anymore!ever again!!hahaha) seriously! first, it was my hubby he was off from work coz he wasn't feeling well & ended up puking & not eating! then it's my Daughter Elena then my son Ethan, Shaun got a fever but got over it the very next day & now I am sick ...but I can't get sick really... well ..technically I can but have no time to get sick since I still have to do lots of stuff for my screaming kids! not that I am complaining or anything hehehe!

well, Maam Lyn will have a wonderful New Year since she will be leaving tomorrow to visit her hometown in Tanjay !!!! yehey!! Bon voyage madame & have fun with your family! don't forget.... 1st paak sa litson ug bingka huna hunaa intawon ko maam!!!!! hehehehe

Tomorrow, Is my Elena's 2nd b-day.. I don't think we are going to have a party.. well,, I was thinnking about inviting people but too late for me to invite them eh.... ??? tomorrow is her actual b-day we could celebrate it on Saturday but hubby's gotta work & can't do it on Sunday since it's New Year's eve some people has to go to some places to spend their new year to their families... so I was thinking.. maybe next year!!!!! I was thinking about just cooking at home for her b-day! I will cook lumpia, that spicy chicken stir-fry that I made ( still have no idea what's it called!! but spicy chicken stir -fry's a good name for that huh?? hehehe) rice & bam-i :) I have to get up early tomorrow to buy some water chestnuts & green beans for the lumpia! ( i was in the asian store the other day& forgot all about it! darn!) I am still struggling if I just make it chocolate cake cupcakesinstead of the whole 13x9-inch one u know!! I guess I will make it or maybe just buy one to make it easier heheheh!! hey.... I still have to make the rest of the stuff you know!!! Santa still didn't brought me a second oven for my kitchen in addition of what i have now!!!!! blame Santa not me!!!!but then again... all teh food that i metioned.. only the cakes are the ones that needed to be baked hehehehe!!!anyho!!!I'll figure it out tomorrow!!!

Anyway as I was saying, this Christmas is not that great! the day after Christmas I got a call my friend in California, I met this couple on CEBUANO group in San Diego, Noy Jorge & Nang Fely both from Cebu. From teh time we met, she told me I looked like one of her daughter proabably thats' why we became close. She always asked me to coem over to her house & cooked something nice for me:) . Noy Jorge is from Ramos & NAng Fely is from Daan Bantayan! They are such loving & wonderful couple! They have lots of kids all grown up & have kids on their own! When Rocky came back from TN to get me Nang Fely asked Rocky to take good care of me:) she was like a mother who consent to give her daughter away to her husband to be:) she was wonderful.. anyway, I was shocked when he told me that they have been calling all their friends to let us know that Nang Fely might not make it anymore:( See, she's been sick for a while & now it just getting worst she has diabetes & they cut her knees so it will stop spreading. & she cannot talk anymore. I know that it's so hard for them to see her struggle & I guess they decided to cut her life support to end her suffering & finally rest in peace but one of her daughter wont let them do that coz she still believe in miracle that her mom will make it .. I understand that it is hard for her to let go of her mom who she loved very much! who would wanna let go of someone we truly love? but for me, I think it's better to just let her go in peace & end her suffering:( I told Noy Jorge that I didn't know whta to say coz I was shocked! & I still can't believe someone as nice as her is suffering oon this sickness! She reminded me of my own mother who is a wonderful person & yet died through another illness! I guess they were right..."Good people die earlier than bad ones" hello.. don't we all know that! I bet! I hope that she & her family will find peace through this turmoil! I was saddened when he told me about her situation. But my prayers are for her & her family.

elow! kumusta na?? ako eto naglalabada! yesterday I started uploading pix coz u know na it takes forever to upload pix & videos! nothing much had happen really lalo na last week! Noong dumating yung asawa ko from MI we went bowling kasama yong mga co-workers niya pati na yong mga pamilya ng co-workers nya! okay din ang dating sa right side nyan is the bar tsaka meron silang poker tourney every night free ang entrance pero mananalo ka ng real $ sa left side yon na ang bowling alley! meron din ang pool tables! don na rin kami kumain kasi hindi pa kami kumain that time! masarap yong inordcer ko pero na food posioned ata yong asawa ko sa chicken fingers nila! :( he got sick the very next day. hindi na makakain palagi na lang sa banyu! pero after 3 days okay na rin siya! I forced him to drink hot water tsaka banana! ayaw naman kasing magtake ng pills nga asawa ko oi! tsaka ayaw din ng doctor!but we had fun noong nagbowling kami! hindi nga lang happy the very next day !